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And I'm sorry to all my fans on here who've been so courteous as to leave me great comments and add me to their favorites and collections. But I'm finally back. Between forgetting my password on here and having surgery, being busy a lot, and etc it's been a good year or year and a half since I've been on. (But you wouldn't know that ofcourse cause I'm invisible on here.) ;)

Just telling everyone I missed them all greatly and I promise to add some cool stuff soon so keep checking back! Much love to everyone on my friends list and those who encourage me to keep on writing. :) Thank you!

Did I mention I've lost nearly 100 lbs.? =D
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"If God were suddenly condemned to live the life which he has inflicted upon man, he would kill himself." -Alexander Dumas-

So last night I went with 2 friends to see Cradle of Filth and The 69 Eyes down in Baltimore @ Ram's Head Live. Some group called 3 Inches of Blood was the opening band and they were ok but not my cup of tea. The 69 Eyes did a great 8 or 9 song set and then Cradle came out and did a long ass set and 2 encores. It was loud, heavy, with a lot of drunken headbanging! Just how I like it ^_^.  The pit was insane and I saw a lot of people coming out bloody and stuff. Afterwards I bought 2 shirts and 2 posters and hung out at the bar with Bazie (guitarist from The 69 Eyes) and got a pic with him and got him to sign one of my posters. I also showed my 69 eyes tattoo off a lot last night and wore my spooky contacts so that was cool too. :) I'll have pics coming later this week as they're being processed and transfered to CD-rom. There's 2 more shows coming up of different bands that I'm getting ready for. One is the end of march and the other is in the second week of April. That's about all for now. See ya!

"He who lives on hope, dies of starvation." -unknown-
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"If God were suddenly condemned to live the life which he has inflicted upon man, he would kill himself." -Alexander Dumas-

Nothing will ever be the same again...that's really all I have to say.

"He who lives on hope, dies of starvation." -unknown-
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"If God were suddenly condemned to live the life which he has inflicted upon man, he would kill himself." -Alexander Dumas-

Incase you've missed it in the news lately over the past 2 days since it's happened, that crazy fucker from Montreal went on a Columbine-like shooting spree at a local college and killed a dozen or so people and wounded a bunch of others. Now obviously it's a very tragic loss to those involved and their families and this I do understand. Although, once again like back during the whole Columbine case the mass media and sources close to the killer have had the nerve to go blaming certain aspects and sites on the internet for the reason the individual did what they did. And once again it's complete bullshit. Apparently, just because the guy was playing some shooting video game and was a member of the site VampireFreaks.com, he had the apparent "urge" to go kill people. Give me a break! People just want an obvious reason to blame someone who stands out because maybe they wear all black or aren't very social or etc. It's really sad. I guess what's even sadder is this evening I went grocery shopping and purposely wore my VampireFreaks.com t-shirt into the store and ofcourse I had my nails painted black and etc. and literally as soon as I walked in there everyone started completely gauking at me like they'd never seen anyone wearing black clothes before. The old ass security guard even had the nerve to attempt to follow me for my first few minutes in the store...I guess he thought I was going to shoplift something or pull out a gun and shoot people. Eventually I made it back to the deli and straight up turned around and asked the guy "Are you following me or do you just want some cheese or something?" and at that point he turned and walked away and preceeded not to follow me anymore. I mean come on people...it's the ignorance and utter fear like that that just make this world an even crazier environment to live in. I'll never understand why people are the way they are seriously, but I do know that some of the freakiest people out there are most often the most giving, thoughtful, and most intellectual individuals out there. Those people are people too and deserve the right to live life to the fullest potential possible. I am proud to call myself one of those people. Do you see me out killing people or the other half million worldwide members of VF.com? Don't think so...
Hell I even work for the government. Bet you didn't know that. Bet you couldn't even tell that. There are people like us everywhere out there...we're in your corporate offices, in your schools, maybe even in your neighborhood. But you know what...we are good people. It's those tiny little pricking thorns in the flowers that ruin it all for the whole bunch...

And with that said I bid you goodnight. <3 ^_^

"He who lives on hope, dies of starvation." -unknown-
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I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them...

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back...

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it...

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts...

I've learned that you can get by on charm and looks for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. Stupidity is prohibited. Intelligence is a necessity...

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do...

I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important, it's what they do about it...

I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides...

I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be...

I've learned that it's a lot easier to react suddenly than it is to think about something before reacting appropriately...

I've learned that you don't have to be handicapped just because you are blind. There's many of people out there who can see just perfect, but are still blind in many different senses of the word...

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them...

I've learned that sometimes you can keep going long after you think you can't...

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do and say, no matter how we feel...

I've learned that either you control your attitude and image, or it controls you...

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences...

I've learned that forgiveness takes practice, but forgetting takes a lifetime...

I've learned that there are probably people out there who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it...

I've learned that one's social and financial status are just a lousy way of keeping score...

I've learned that best friends can do anything or nothing at all and still have the best time by being together...

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up...

I've learned that sometimes when we're angry we have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give us the right to be cruel...

I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love...

I've learned that atleast 50% of people who hurt themselves are really going through terrible shit in life and have justifiable cause to do so. The other 50% just do it for ridiculous show off purposes. If you are a cutter you know that every cut you make on your body has a reason behind it. Every wound tells a story...

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have...

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated...

I've learned that you should never tell a child his or her dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if he or she believed it...

I've learned that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you, love you, and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't always biological...

I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while...

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself...

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief. Only you can control your emotions...

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become...

I've learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to...

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because two people don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love eachother...

I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions...

I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change...

I've learned that if you don't want to forget something, stick it in your underwear drawer...

I've learned that religion is composed mostly of fairy tales for people to do what's "morally" right in fear of eternal damnation. It's amazing how the power of suggestion and a few money-seeking televangelists can influence people...

I've learned that you can go outside every night and wish upon the stars, but that doesn't mean you'll ever be granted that one special wish...

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could have a changing impact on your life forever...

I've learned that the clothes I like best are the ones with the most holes in them...

I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different...

I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process...

I've learned that there are many ways of falling in love, just as well as many ways to fall out of it...

I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves will get farther in life...

I've learned that the one you may love can also end up being the one to stick a knife in your back...

I've learned that many things can be powered by our eyes and our mind, the trick is self-control...

I've learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar, you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most...

I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of minutes by people who don't even know you...

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help...

I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease personal and emotional pains...

I've learned that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us...

I've learned that you should be aware of your actions and words to another, for the past can come knocking on your door at any given time to haunt you...

I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being...

I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon...

I've learned that although the word "love" can have many different meanings, it loses value when overly used...

I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting peoples' feelings and standing up for what you believe in...

I've learned that sometimes distance apart from a person is the perfect time remedy to think about all the memories you've had with them. Sometimes it just makes you realize what you've been missing out on, what you want in life, and who you truly love...

I've learned that you should be truthful and never lie to anyone's face. They might be lying right back to yours...

I've learned that fidelity in a relationship may sometimes seem impossible, but if you are unfaithful once, you'll just do it over and over again. If you really love and care about someone, you'll never even be tempted to try it once...

I've learned that you should be careful what you wish for, someday you just may get it...

I've learned that all things do happen for a reason, we just may not know why right now. Life is undefined...
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